1st ultrasound scan.

Status: 4 weeks (2weeks conception)


We were still pretty much unsure about the pregnancy, and we went to see the RE.
I already had the appointment be made on 17nov since the iui.
The doc scanned and saw the tiny tiny sac, that later will develop to be a full grown baby, insyaAllah...
The feeling is indescribable, though we know its still a fragile stage, we cant help but telling family and close friends.

And DH current addiction is seeing the double line! For these few days he makesure i poas everyday so that he can see the line on the stick.
I guess he is really happy to know the line is the sign that the baby is there. ♡

11dpiui and BFN

this morning i tested again. big fat NO.
its killing me, with all these symptoms.. how could it be wrong??
DH was frustrated too but he handled it better than me.
i tested with predictor hpt and clear blue hpt. both BFN.
i was so devastated, cried myself out loud while driving.
i found driving as one of the way to soothe myself whenever i was under stress or upset.

however i did took a look at clear blue after few hours and i can see a faint line, while the result was still the same with predictor's hpt.
so?
could it be the chemical reaction??
i still want to hope, and wish, and pray... for the line.

10dpiui : hope is wearing-off.

i woke up today with the feeling of getting my AF. I hope it's not happening. DH is more upset than me... I know how much we want this pregnancy to happen.

he messaged me last night at 3a.m. saying that we'll never give up, no matter how long it'll take us.
he asked this morning, whether i had took the hpt test again. i said 'no'.
i'm ready for tomorrow.
even though last month my cycle was 30days, but we did IUI so i knew precisely when i ovulated. (supposed to be 30th oct at 9pm, 36hours after the trigger injection).
so im expecting for the 2-week-wait. the due is 13nov, instead of 17nov (with natural ttc).

i hope the darn AF will not show her face. i pray that the 3 matured follicles that we have, are survived. even one. even just one.

tomorrow i'll do hpt again using Predictor pregnancy test, with sensitivity of hcg as low as 12ui.

praying hard for the double line..