9dpiui : have a little faith!

today is basically the 9 days post iui.
today i woke up feeling a bit less with hope, feel like im getting my AF. however lastnight i dreamed of seeing the miracle double line.
since yesterday's test showed BFN, why should i be surprise?? it just 9dpiui..
im still hoping for miracle on 11dpiui....

sometimes i feel like its unfair, those who didn't want baby, would have one. and worse, throw it away.
and us, try and try and try our best...